Louis Tomlinson on not accepting Liam Payne’s death

“I am absolutely devastated by the death of my amazing friend Liam,” Niall wrote in a lengthy Instagram statement. “It just doesn’t feel real. Liam had an energy and passion for work that was infectious. He was the smartest person in every room and always made everyone feel happy and safe.”

The “Slow Hands” singer went on to reminisce about his time singing alongside Liam in One Direction.

“All the laughter we’ve had over the years, sometimes over the simplest things, always comes back to me despite the sadness,” Niall added. “We were able to achieve our wildest dreams together and I will forever cherish every moment we had. The bond and friendship we had doesn’t come along often in life.”

Niall, who had Liam and his girlfriend Kate Cassidy As a guest at his last concert in Buenos Aires, he also talked about what it was like to see his friend for the last time.

“I feel so lucky to have been able to see him recently,” Niall wrote. “Unfortunately I didn’t know that after the goodbye and the hug that evening, I would be saying goodbye forever. It’s heartbreaking. My love and condolences go out to Geoff, Karen, Ruth, Nicola and of course his son Bear. Thanks for everything, Payno. I love you, brother.”